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I'm just confused that most people always think that Saturday Night is a (very) special night. On a Saturday Night, some people tend to feel that "I must spend this night outside! I don't wanna stay at home!" 
However, some people just stay at home because they don't have any planning to go out on a Saturday Night. As I see, most couple (feel that they must) spend the Saturday Night together. So, single people are always teased by statements like this: "SatNite ngapain aja?" "SatNite di rumah aja?" "SatNite ditemenin siapa?" etc... (you can find more examples on social media).

I'm wondering, is there any special thing on Saturday Night? Does the time runs slower (or even stop) on Saturday Night? Do the stars in the sky shine brighter on Saturday Night? I don't know. For me, Saturday Night is just an ordinary night, it's just the same with the other nights.... (but you guys may have different opinion)

I'm not a "fan" of Saturday Night. Not because of I'm single. I'm not a type of person who like crowd. Many people go out and all you can find is full restaurants, full parking, etc. So, going out on Saturday Night is not a good choice for me

I ask you once again, what does Saturday Night mean actually? :)

"If fangirling burned calories, I'd be so skinny"

Do you know the meaning of that term?
Have you ever heard or read about that term?
Where did that term come from?
I'll try to give you the answer...

The first time I figured out that term was in Twitter. So, what does it mean?
FANGIRLING is the situation when you express or release your admiration of someone, they could be a singer, an actor, or a boy band. What must fan"girl"ing? Not fan"boy"ing?
I guess, because girls sometimes (maybe always) show "over-expression" when they see their favorite singer, actor, or boy band, whether in magazine, television, or even in front of their eyes. I bet you've seen such thing like that in TV or in Youtube videos. I don't exactly know why girls could act like that, and boys don't. Some reactions of fangirling include screaming or making nose, shaking, faints, and.....endless blog posts. Ummm, I must admit that I always did the last thing. You can see my older posts hehe :D
Beside that, fangirling include run to catch your idol to take picture with them or just take some pictures of them. Honestly, I've ever done this before. You wanna see the result? Just check my older posts :D

So, what make girls do fangirling?
Because they really really adore their idol. Through their eyes, their idol is the most handsome boys in the earth!! That's why when they see their idol, they only thing they can do is SCREAAAMMM even they only see them thorough TV, video, or the big screen in the cinema. Before you start judging me, I wanna say that I'm not a "screaming fan", I'm a "quiet fan" hehe :) *that's true*
When I watched This Is Us (a documentary movie of One Direction), my mouth didn't scream at all, but my heart did #eaaa especially when he showed up....... hmmm I guess you know who's him :p
But I don't know what will happen when I get a chance to watch their concert, hahaha :D

Yes I'm a quiet fan. I don't scream when I see my idol. But I love to post (in Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Path, and Blog) about my idol. I love to upload their photos, wrote some facts about them and why I became their fans. When I started to admire a singer or a boy band, I really love to play their songs while singing and watch their music video over and over again. Sometimes I set their photos as my display picture in BBM and my wallpaper in both lock and home screen.

As a girl that sometimes does fangirling, I don't wanna say that fangirling is good. Some celebrities are really distracted by the noise their fans made except in their concert. I think "act normally" is the only thing you can do when you meet your idol or face to face with them. I'm sure they will appreciate you when you act like that. But, we cannot deny that some girls just can't act normally hehe :D

Actually, many singers and boy band have successfully made me do fangirling. I don't wanna mention them one by one. As you read all the posts of this blog, I bet you can reveal who they are :p
I must say that they're talented, they're good looking, they have good voice, and they can play music well. Wow, so complete!! That's why I admire them :')

"yang punya perasaan itu bukan cuma kamu, tapi orang lain juga punya"


"nggak ada salahnya mencoba, tapi bukan buat 'coba-coba', setidaknya untuk mencari pengalaman"


"kamu nggak tertarik sama dia, tapi kamu nggak mau kehilangan perhatian dari dia kan?"


"harapan palsu lebih mendingan dari pada status palsu"



(March, 31st 2013)

Lyrics and chords by Ingrid
Keyboard by Ian
Vocal by Helena and Ingrid

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KAWANUA BINUSIAN ITU APA sih??
Kawanua Binusian itu adalah sebuah komunitas, yaitu wadah bagi para mahasiswa, dosen, dan alumni Universitaas Bina Nusantara Jakarta khususnya yang berasal dari Provinsi Sulawesi Utara untuk saling berkenalan dan bertemu satu sama lain. Walaupun berada di daerah yang sama, belum tentu semuanya saling kenal satu sama lain. Ada orang-orang yang ketika tinggal Manado tidak saling mengenal, tetapi menjadi akrab setelah bertemu di komunitas ini. Ada juga beberapa orang yang besekolah di TK/SD/SMP yang sama tapi bersekolah SMA yang berbeda bisa "dipertemukan" kembali lewat komunitas ini karena sama-sama berkuliah di BINUS. 

Kawanua Binusian itu terbentuk sejak tahun 2004, dibentuk oleh kakak-kakak tingkat yang saat ini sudah menjadi alumni. Perayaan Natal pertama Kawanua Binusian dilaksanakan tahun 2008 di Taman Anggrek.

"Mengasihi Allah berarti kita memercayai-Nya dan mengambil langkah nyata untuk menanggapi-Nya"

"Ketika kita mengasihi Tuhan, kita senang melakukan apa yang Dia inginkan"

"Ketika kita mengasihi Tuhan, kita merindukan kehadiran-Nya dan menikmati keindahan-Nya"

"Ketika kita mengasihi Tuhan, kita akan membereskan semua yang merusak hubungan dengan-Nya"


Sebagai manusia, kita melakukan hal-hal di atas ketika kita mengasihi orang tua, pacar, sahabat, atau orang-orang yang menempati tempat spesial di hati kita. Lakukan juga hal-hal yang sama saat kita mengasihi Tuhan!  :)