I'm everything I am because YOU love me...

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1. I'm God's Property. Proud to be me coz I'm His unique creation
2. I prefer short hair to long hair. Some people ask me not to cut my hair anymore and let it long. But now I'm still enjoying my short hair
3. My complete name is Helena Elisabet Pajow. "Helena" comes from the combination of my parents' name, "Elisabet" was given by my grandpa, and "Pajow" is my father's surname
4. I was born in Manado on May 2nd 1993 (Sunday morning, as my mom said)
5. I don't know exactly about my origin. My father is from Minahasa while my mother is from Central Sulawesi and NTT. So, when people ask me where do I come from, I simply answer Manado. Yeah, it's the place when I born
6. I have one younger sister, but she has "bigger size" than me :P
7. I have many secrets that I keep for myself, nobody knows
8. I have many crushes. My first crush was in Junior High School
9. I was taken to Jakarta, Bali, and Lombok for vacation when I was 3 years old. I didn't understand anything on that age coz I'm too young to enjoy such things like that.
10.I don't like animals. I'm afraid of dog, while other people love it so much. The one I hate the most is SNAKE!! I hate to see it, through picture, TV, or directly. I'll run away!
11. I wanna go abroad!!!! I wanna visit Singapore, Hong Kong, South Korea, Sydney, and Europe
12. My parents said that my childhood was so interesting and happy
13. I used to be a very shy person, but now I'm not anymore. I've found my confidence
14. I can't sleep without pillow, bolster, blanket, and air conditioner
15. I have too many accounts. They're Friendster (inactive), Facebook, Twitter, MySpace, Heello, Formspring, Foursquare, Yahoo Messenger, two Yahoo Mails, Blog, and Skype. But, the one that I use the most is Twitter
16. I like singing, and recording my own voice when I sing. My friend say that I have a good voice, and I have the same opinion, hehe :D
17. Vocalist of Inersia (my band with high school friends), and a soprano in choir
18. I don't talk much, coz I think much more. But, I can be talkative when I'm interested in the topic
19. I like reading girl magazines, love short story, novel, and comic (rarely)
20. I like using English language, both oral and written, coz I wanna improve my English
21. I'm interested in Harry Potter, though I don't exactly know the plot. But the whole story is magically amazing
22. I'm interested in MotoGP. Actually I don't like the things about motorbike, but when I first saw the handsome Spaniard, Dani Pedrosa, I'm now a fan of MotoGP. I'm waiting for him to become a world champion
23. I love the National Team of Germany. I always wait for Euro and World Cup to see them. I'm not interested in EPL, La Liga, Serie A etc.
24. I love David Archuleta. He has good voice and nice songs. I'm an Arch Angel
25. I'm a big dreamer. I don't pay when I dream, so I let myself dream as wide as I can. Who knows the reality will be more than in my dream
26. I wanna "go international" in my future career
27. I know people easier from social network. It's also easier for me to get friends from virtual world than real world. I just don't know why
28. I'm a really KEPO person (kepo = high curiosity)
29. I'm a best friend of myself
30. 18 years old but haven't been in relationship, believe or not :)

It all started in Tomohon International Choir Competition 2010...
The Capitol University Glee Club came and performed in my school. 
We were so impressed by them, their voices are good. 
They performed Poker Face, Go To The Distance, Chua-Ay, and a hip-hop song. Fabulous!!
I wanted to see them again, so I watched their performance again at Megamall...

March 12th 2011...
Petra was coming to Manado, and performed in D'Skull Party at Mantos...
It was the first time I saw him. I enjoyed every songs he sang, it was soooo fun...!!!

Just shocked when I got the news that WESTLIFE will split up :'(
I couldn't believe it...

This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye

I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry

"What Makes a Man"

The morning sun ain't the same 

Without you here 

"When I'm With You"

Hush now don't you cry 

There will be a better day 

I promise you 

"Try Again"

It's too hard to say goodbye

"Too Hard To Say Goodbye"

Your songs are always in my playlist

I'm never bored with it! :D

Hoping for the best to you guys!!!

I know that you're gonna find me
I'm sure that you are coming
But not now


I don't know who you are
You don't either know me
I have no idea where are you now
I wonder what are you doing now


I'm sure that you are there, trying to find me
But you just can't


When will you come to me?
2 years later, 5 years later?
Maybe we've been knowing each other
Are you far from me?
Or maybe you pass by me everyday


One thing I believe is someone will knock at my door in the right time 
and accept me as I am
I trust in God that He will give the best for me

Christmas songs are now on the playlist....


Three more months..... it's now closer :)

"There is something special about this time of year 
The Christmas feeling's everywhere"

"There's something in the melodies that the Christmas season brings
Joy and laughter in the air, smiling faces everywhere"


"It’s a wonderful feeling 
There’s a love in the room from the floor to the ceiling 
It’s that time of year, Christmas time is here"


"Silver bells, silver bells, it's Christmas time in the city
Ring-a-ling, hear them sing, soon it will be Christmas day"

"Faithful friends who are dear to us gather near to us once more"


Great feelings on the Christmas Day from some Christmas Songs.....
So, how special your feeling on the Christmas day?? :)

#wantchristmasdaysobad

Sitting in the class-room
Don’t  know who to talk with
Please look at me
I need a friend


Then you showed up
Standing in front of the class
I was looking at you in a different way
And I didn't know why so

Is this love or just a crush?
It feels like I wanna hide my face everytime you see me
And when you come closer. it feels like I wanna move
You come from the west, and I’m from the east
Together we reach our own dreams
I loved it when you made my day
Never thought you would write my name in your PM
Thanks for making me smile that morning

Don’t you know the little voice in my heart screams loud
when I look at your eyes?
The way I smile to you,  then you smile at me
Maybe you just forget it
But I don’t cause I can’t
I just can laugh at myself when remembering that moment

It’s funny to replay how we met and knew each other for the first time
So many things that made me fly
When you’re sitting next to me in front of the class
When you’re searching my face, point on me to sing the song
Cause you know I have a good voice
I just closed my eyes with my hands
And when you asked me who were I waiting for
I said I was waiting for my food to come
But my heart said it was you ...